I felt that happiness, just for alittle while & it's gone cause i realise noting is forever, really noting.

It's impossible to be happy forever. It's impossible to be sad forever, lucky forever, unlucky forever. I'm not smiling, but i'm not crying either. Life, i'm alrdty used to it. I build up walls around my heart, srsly , i'm not lying. I became a bitch with worst attitude, just to protect myself for getting hurt. Is that i wanted? Of cos not, who don't wish to fall in love. But, i'm afraid of falling out of love too. Yup, some are strong to overcome these. But i'm not the some of them, i'm totally a weak ass. Maybe some could stand my attitude, or maybe none . Not only this, when i saw guys hurting some other strangers girls. I really feel like walking up there & giving a slap to him. Totally understandable feelings to the girls.

Just, who don't wish to find their truelove (: I wished i have mine.