I don't think i should continue caring.
2Nov 2011, Wednesday.
It's my birthday that day!When the clock strikes 12, evelyn called me + long text from rest. Waited for maeve to prepare and so. Met her at whitesands, went to cs to meet magdeline and branda! Went to safra. And then they told me the rest not coming, so i was like~ . Around 6plus, walked to somewhere. To a reserved table, sat down. Evelyn, Nicole and khelin appeared. I really smiled. As nicole stay so far, and she came all the way here just for a dinner with us. Cool surprise from them. Ordered, crab and so on. Hehe, my dearest evelyn helped me to pluck the crabs! Well, to be honest. I never once pluck crab on my own, it's always my maid. Sounds awful, but truth:) So didn't know adrian , alex all was there too. Around the corner there. Haha, adrian and kenneth wished me thru the phone when they are on the call with khelin. And then we was nearby.. omg. hahah. After dinner I was standing up and they came over with a cake , hellokitty on top! Well, i thought peace , then evelyn designed my cheek with cake . Her aiming like not bad! So they asked adrian and all to take group photo with us and all. I think it's quite alot pics! But sry, too much to upload already! And some of it, my face....~
Gotta go home for another round of cake! So cabbed home. Quarreled with daddy, so it's alrdy 11plus. I thought won't cutcake with family already. So bathe finish, walked out. They sang happybirthday song. Ok, i just fucking cried. Haha, another cake with hellokitty! Thanks, muacks.
3Nov 2011, Thursday.
Was being woke up by tammy! Tired much, prepare and everything. Fetched sara from macpherson ite with family and tammy. Went to mbs for lunch. Then room, well. The room is smaller than the room we always take. Nap there till uncle nicholas pull my leg,shocking i swear , change of room. To a bigger one. Went swimming, it's freaking cold and it's always cold whenever i jump in. Haha, if the weather is hot. I'm still gonna complain. Bath and everything, went marina square for dinner. Then bowling, i'm not these who is a professional in bowling. Till, the bowlingball dropped twice. It drop my face too:( Went back to marinabay, wanted to watch mightnight movie. But goldenvillage closed. Rest went home already then parents sent us to mbs back, me,sara,andy and tammy. Canwhore, watched tv. Ordered mac, ate then everyone turn in. I can't sleep ok:( Horrible night. Check out , went to eat bakuteh. Homed, went to meet sister and nicole. Around 6, went to e!hub. Movie with sara around 7+. Ended , went to mac outside met kristy,nicole and jeremy. Talk, homed around 10. Frogleg!!
I no longer gonna care, for you , me , us. So be it. Used to the sadness.