What exactly am i to you

So hey, wasn't good these few days.. stuffs, lots of unhappy stuffs happening. I thought 2011 would be good year for me, but didn't know when 2011 ending, all the shits happened to me. It just disappoint me,but no matter what. I'll still try, try to smile, to live on with life. Love and friends come n go. Saddening, right now thinking will there be one of my friends now will be with me till i'm old? 30+, meeting after work to chat and hangout for some shoppingsprees , or even living under the same roof with me? It will be extremely amazing. Another weird thinking, what's the guy i'm gonna marry doing right now? Is he my current lover? Current friend ? Or was it still strangers? Is he sleeping right now? Hanging out now? Or was it studying right now?

Used to be a social girl, but after knowing lots of fake friends. I don't think it's good being social. It's like bullshit friends,not good. Terrible. Suck it.

JolynChoo, This gorgeous , you know you're important. So stop that mindset that you wasn't important ok! Even thought we know each other thru something we dislike. Didn't know, end up we became lovable hubbies. So, you are not allowed to leave me, no matter what. Kisses :-*

Dion.
Happybirthday to you! We wasn't that close like last time, after all these.. so be it! We didn't talk much today, but nvrmind. Went thru lots of ups and downs, everything we did tgt, i'll rmb:) Well, nothing much to say already! As what i wanna say it's all in the text maybe? Happybirthday birthdaygirl (:

Franchette babes, you guys pass message to each other whenever i'm sad, or she's sad, or you're sad. Prolly that's the goodthing about us, being there for each other no matter what. Planning cool outings! Meeting up, spam pictures on the first day we know each other. That's so fast, haha! Love you guys.