This bye, i will make it real.

 Themepark, the person told us it's 360degree. We look at the seatbelt and looked down on it. So we was being dared to sit, purchase the ticket and sat. Let me tell you, my last year food almost came out. Seriously 360degree directly 4rounds. Looking at each other with our face upsidedown. Screwedup. Took it like 3times.

 Halfway there, halfway to the chill~

 Well, while going back to custom, singapore. Found this beach ~

Let's start it from, 27Oct , thursday.
Went to tamp, purchase a top from topshop. With member. It's alot cheaper. Walk around tamp, then met sara. ( on purpose) Walk around, haha, fun. She treat me gongcha while i treat her subway for dinner. Advantage for her. Hahaha. Met nicole under her blk. :)

28Oct, Friday.
Off to malaysia in a earlymorning! 4am+. Didn't sleep..... as brother keep saying there's no more time to sleep. While my mindset is like, not to sleep alrdy. Then he fall asleep! So alone all the way till 2-3am plus.Bath and everything ,was freezing. Off to m'sia! Longtrip, few hrs. Was sleeping. Loving the bakuteh. So reached the resort, explore around. Drive the atv rounds and rounds, first time, and i look like a expert k! I drifted!Well, their 'buffet' wasn't like buffet, so went out for lunch. And decided to go swimming since the weather so sexy, hot. Then around 6plus went out for dinner again, it's freaking funny. Was playing kartrider with siblings which is sara and andy. Suddenly a bee dash thru and hit my head. K, then i think at least 4more bees keep dropping on our table while eating? Fail. So ran to dad's car and took out my baseball jacket. Wearing the hoodie on when there's no aircon too. Almost die there. Went back the resort. Went to the small theme park, it's like these pasamalam these kind you know. Then ... nothing to sit. Till somebody told us that is 360degree. The belt for it doesn't even look like 360degree that one. So we was like, ok lor go lor. End up, our face can't maintain. Super fun, almost vomit. 360degree like 4times in a row. Upside down and everything.

29Oct, saturday.

Waterpark day!^^ Being woke up by mum, but it's rainy morning. Bath and everything, waited the rain to stop. Took the train there, around 5mins. 1Rm. Hahaha. It's freaking fun, i swear. U know the slide, the pic , orange slide? That's that freaking thing that made me fly~ Seriously, my whole body is out of the slide. Ok, i found this picture at google.It's extactly the same, just the slide is different colours, forced mum to sit with us! . So ya! The wave slide, is freaking fun. Even mummy joined, at 1.8 deep. Lucky nobody see my face when i fall off.. ok la, it's really very fun even the waterpark it's so small. Took the train back, bath and everything. Tried finding other better place for dinner , but still. Back to the bees part. Bring the electric thing to hit ants and everything, u know the electric shock thing~ Haha. But no bees that night! Went back, played pool. So sis and i can't get over the theme-park thing! Went back to sit, only 2of us now. So fun so shiok. Brother didn't join as he playing pool with dad. Then, me and mum went around looking for disco. After the pool game, went to their ' disco'  . It doesn't even look like..... so went to themepark and play that 360degree with brother and sister again. Then back to room.

30Oct , sunday.
Check out, and had our breakfast. Then continue the ride to singapore~ Halfway while sleeping, being calledup. As we passby some beach, no one there. So took photos and so on. Continue trip. Till JB, eat bakuteh again. Then reached singapore, went to whitesands to make colour house-key!Then homed.

Or maybe, it's really the end.

It wasn't supposed to be like this, that call was supposed to be bonding sessions. Since i lied, i'll just carry on.Well, super upset! Sister gonna accompany me to tamp for topshop , hope my mood gets better then. #Needachill

Unwanted leftovers

I don't wanna say 'i gave school a miss' alrdy.I shall just say, i won't be gg back to school till holiday, to get back reportbook.Well, tried dyeing my hair by the bubble one. 19.90bux. It doesn't work on me, it's like a bunch of colour at the top of my head ONLY. So live on with that hair for few days till daddy brought me to the salon. Finally k. Finally. Phew~ dare to like go out with my hair like this. Haha, so Wednesday goes like this. Woke up, bath and everything. Went to salon , dye and treatment. Around 5+ went back home.  Changed clothes, decided to tie bun out! Went to bedok85 with mum,dad,andy and tammy. Well, my fav noodles are there! Went to marina barrage since andy wanna flykite. While me and tammy camwhores. And it's like.. it rain suddenly. So rush down back to dad's car. Homed.

Everything simply start from friends. Why must i know you from the start.
I cant, i don't wanna know the truth anymore. That we are drifting, no longer the same.

I just need someone that can see through the sadness i having when i say i'm fine.

Gave school a miss .Well, heyhey. Have been txting with my girls often, even though i'm a person that don't text much. But i dont't even feel bored while texting bbygirls. Ytd night talk otp with evelyn! Seriously, thinking back now also make me feel like laughing whatever conv we had. Haha, ended the call around 4am+. Since she got o's the nextday! And then it's monday today. Dion first day of work. Planned to like fetch her from work, thought i'll be going alone, in the bus like 1hr alone. After knowing darren and shengwang going there too, so went tgt. Met them at 4. Toooooook bus to parkway, 1hr. End up dion said her work end at 7, supposed to be 5.30. So watch darren and shengwang play pool. It's like freaking funny, their conv and movements made my day.

When it's 7.00, went to meet dion. Sat in front of parkway parade. Hard time deciding when to settle our dinner at. Well, we had our dinner at NewYork. The nearest shop around us! After that, walk around. Took bus back to whitesands, cold. Was freezing during the 1hr trip. But it's freaking funny, darren that joker, he simply can't get over that my portable charger can't be charged. He doing many ways of putting in the cable. Haha, he thought doing different action might works.. Hahaha. Then 9.30+ finally reach whitesands, the coldness all like gone. So shiok. Bus 3 like dragging the time, delay and delay. Homed around 10. I think im not gnna attend school outing tmr:( Sorry guys.

We used to stand together till the very end.

She just smiles like noting had happened. Live on like she doesn't know him. She's known as a stronggirl. But when it's at night.. she became weak. And that's when she's really herself . okok, well. Somehow lost alittle interest on blogging. But will still blog when i free!

Well, yesterday, gave school a miss and went to chinatown with my both parents. Bought the hair-dye thingy! Met daddy's friends. Mainpoint of going chinatown, it's for the maid stuffs. After that, attended my god mum father's funeral around 6plus after having dinner. Since my real mum asked me to go , show come respect to my godparents. Sat there for like..... 2 to 3hrs . Cool thing is, i'm sitting beside my both father. Which makes me in the middle of them.

And then today, it's sunday! Ytd night was like talking on the phone with franchettes. Which is, evelyn , branda and khelin. Nicole and magdeline was sleeping, so they wasn't there ytd. Talk to them until 4am +. Half-dead while talking, but it's like damn funny. Haha, woke up around 12plus. Mum dye my hair for me. And then.. end up only the colour on top my head. While the rest is still black. Sad. Went to marina bay sands for dinner, buffet. Wow, so full. Walk around marina bay sands. Then home. Wasn't happy with my hairdye:( So dye again. Hair still wet, i think still the same :'(

Well, totally forgotten that i want to put braces. Shall ask mum to book appointment after our malaysia trip! And then, i think terence is very cute. Saw that terence?! The first guy i know, that gives in to me no matter what. Know him for like quite long, we didn't even quarrel. I did tried to quarrel! But he still gave in leh, how.

I will do anything to make us back to the same, the old cute us.

When the person no longer cares for you like what he did before.

And then you know that's the end of their love story.

She's so lucky, to get such cute guy.

This song, was introduced by evelyn/maeve. Totally true.
I love twitter, where i express everything.

I hate being lied to, but the truth seems to hurtful. Too clear for me to know, i hate it.

i get what you mean by saying you don't want an sad ending.

On thursday 25 October.
Gave school a miss. Thought of staying at home, till my dearest franchette evelyn called for lunch. Went over to central to meet her. Meet sara, my blood sis. Bused over to meet nicole and meifei! Had heart2heart talk with evelyn and meifei. Well, not bad! hahaha. Went meifei's house , chitchatted. Luv them all.

On friday 26 October
Gave school a miss. Didn't thought i was going out again. Met franchette evelyn at 5 , loyang point for dinner and prepare some stuffs . Funnychats ^^ Suanwen came too, snap a picture with her since evelyn requested for it! Haha. Cool hur. Evelyn walk me home around 8plus, is like seriously heart2heart talk today. Almost everything today we talked about, will be secrets!

I'M FREAKING SAD, i miss you so much:(
I love you, too much. Really really too much. Fuck it.

This post is for my dearest maeve. Ok, that's her facebook name!

Cheer up bbg! His not worth it, as you can see! He himself is admiting his a jerk by going with other girs and leaving you alone! So , just forget about him alright! Whenever you need listening ear, my ears are always ready. Right next to you:) We know for years alrdy, ups and down lotlots! Still, we are still close as ever. And you have a awesome mum i swear! Love yea .

Got this from tumblr, quite cool.


You eat, you’re fat. You don’t eat, you’re a freak.
You drink, you’re an alcoholic. You don’t drink, you’re a pussy. You read, you’re a nerd. You don’t read, you’re stupid. You tell a secret, you’re an attention seeker. You don’t tell a secret, you’re still an attention seeker. You let someone in, you’re easy. You dont let someone in, you’re too uptight. You smoke, you think you’re cool. You don’t smoke, you’re a loser. You’ve had sex, you’re a slut. You haven’t had sex, you’re a frigid little bitch. You wear makeup, you’re a slag. You don’t wear makeup you’re ugly.
-YOU CAN’T PLEASE EVERYONE

Distance

 Well, life is tougher without you.
I'm trying, trying to get on without you. Trying not to text you. Trying to forgot that you was in my heart all along.

Gave school a miss . Get to know my results from regine , nadiah and charlene!  Went to town with andy today. Will be showing the results after this post. ok uh, i think it's not bad actually!^^ At least i pass all. Went to cine to eat best fries forever ,it's really damn yummy. Maybe it's because i like macho cheesez. Shop around. Went to forever21, wanted to purchase one shoe. But end up thinking it's too shiny, it's seriously damn shiny. Went orchard central, so quiet. Was playing around, haha. 6+ went to fareast, had our dinner there. Wanted to buy the leopard clutch. As malaysia couldn't find any, and then online one was out of stock. So yea, manage to find one. But it's like damn not fated with the bag. 

Well, we found the bag. But they lost the string. So i was like.. yea. So we did something and mange to get the string to our hands. Super funny. Went back to the shop, it was like half-closed. And realised the owner was at the next door shopping. hm. Awkward moment to ask her back, but still did. Purchased it! Then mrted to raffles place. We wanted to go raffles city shopping centre. End up , the person told us we should be alighting at cityhall. So cab over to there directly. Accompany andy to buy timberland's shoe. Then home!

1. Maths - 86.25/100
2. Mt oral - 38/50
3. Mt paper - 65.5/100
4. Cpa - 84%
5. English paper 1 - 57/80
6. English Paper 2 - 33/60
7. English listening - 15/20
8. English oral - 20/30

I fucking pass my fucking chinese.

I got you , as a friend of mine.

Gave school as miss today! And regina and charlene told me my results, well. I pass my science and cpa. The rest of the subjects marks are not out yet. Decided to go malaysia with mummy,daddy and brother! I thought i could like find till the leopard clutch that day i saw at there too. That got me so excited.. but end up couldn't find alrdy, the stocks is like gone. Heartbreak:( So mum asked me to order it online! So i guess i shall start my research tmr.

Got myself a white colourful leopard print top. Wow, mum introduce me and andy the food. It's kinda nice! Went to jusco to shop, got myself a hellokitty's pad, cute right! Daddy was laughing and asked if i want, so of course want! Mum said it's cute. And i forgotten to add on, i was like super pissed when i couldn't find the clutch after 2 malls. Sweet home!

Life is getting better and better nowadays.

Learn to treasure.

 I don't know why, out of the blue moon. Dion offer to help me edit my photo today.. :O Marking day today, so don't have any school timetable to attend. Decided to meet dion , to nex. ( first time ) . Went her around 2+ , mrt-ed to paya Lebar then to Serangoon . I think i can say, i don't really know how what's with the coloured lines & circle lines.But it all starting to get clearer. First time going nex! Ok uh, not bad. After that around 4+. Cabbed to tampines safra to meet alfie. I think i go there just to watch channel8. I'm serious, haha. Bused over to tampines1 with dion around 7 i think. Had BBQ chicken for dinner, and we ordered our jerk chicken again! You know ,jerk~ Cool. We like mange to eat finish by 40minutes. Walked around, find joyce awhile. Mrted back to pasir ris, went to ntuc look for our hair dye to confirm colour . Then went back home! Don't think i'll be attending school tmr, shopping with mum!

And then back to this person who pissed me off yesterday. Urgh, i'm serious. I was very very very pissed. Just feel like throwing everything to vent my anger. I mean , seriously? Like, seriously? Lucky there's some concern from different people, if not i really goes berserk. That day, i think it's the angriest day of my entire 13years of life. But end up being able to chill asap, thanks to evelyn joke about the maid dressing thing! She's like so sweet, asking me what's wrong and so on. And then she never leave me once when i need someone. She texted me everyday, when she didn't. And then i know it's my job to text her.That's what friends for right!  Love ya evelyn :-*

And dion, she's the person i always text when i'm pissed, sad , jealous. Even though she's bad in cheering people up as i can see. But she still tries whenever i need someone. We almost meet everyweek and that cause us nowhere to go already. But we still meet, finding places we didn't go yet. Like tdy, NEX! I think the next one will be amk hub! ^^ Well , me and dion text each other like daoster forever. Like, whr you. sian. and whatever! But we are still close as ever, like no one can ever replace her. Mark my words, she's gonna be my best friend forever till the end of the day i dies. We did call each other recently to gossip , keep gossiping like the world is ending. We share our most secretive secret. We offer to help each other do things, share nice stuffs, nice jailbreaks , nice clothes. And that's the real bestfriend i'm looking for. Love yea leongleong.

I still wanna treasure those girls too, jolyn , peiting , seika , magdeline , nicole , afiqah.

Take your hand closer to mine baby.

Hi, tdy dressing was being asked by my mum & sister! They prefer me wearing like this instead of high-waist or etc. So yea, a normal tee , nf shorts & a belt. Woke up around 3++ , still freaking tired after washing up and everything. Had dinner at changi airport instead of marina bay as tammy got dance classes to attend. Nice dinner, just that i hate my expression when the cat is under my chair & beside my chair starring at me. Even running pass my chair. ok, after dinner. Went to the beach, play swing. Then sent tammy to tampines cc. Went to paipai at loyang there i think, went home after that.

Or maybe, i stop giving a dam about you already.

I wasn't good enough. But you don't have to hurt me by this way. 

So, around 3plus. Met dion at e!hub. I finally got myself a dreamcatcher! & a dreamcatcher necklace. Bought movie ticket, realsteel for 4.50pm . Had newyork for lunch.I don't know whether it's still new york, but it's beside the escalator, level2. Ok, i didn't know why we eat so long. But yea, at first i bought pink dreamcatcher. But the thing spoilt , such a noob. So went back there to change, and get then i chose the white dream catcher! It look nicer than the pink one. Went in the cinema, so freaking cold. And i somehow cried at the ending of the movie. Haha, easily touched.Then went home, kfc! Tried to webcam with dion, but i realised my camera was like unplucked. Add my msn anyway, ily.mamamiya@hotmai.com.

I still love you as much as that time. You're still cute in my eyes. You're still handsome in everyway. Thinking of you, still makes me smile. Makes me feel like calling you everytime, texting you everytime. But , am i the only one remembering our sweet moments? Cause i don't really seems important to you. I thought we was meant to be, but you somehow forcing me to change that thoughts. Slowly and slowly drifting without us knowing. Or should i say it's just you that wasn't aware of it. Or you just simply don't give a damn about it. You should know, yes. I'm talking about you. And i'll wait for your text from now on:)

Talking to the moon, so lonely..

 You're somewhere far away, i want you back.
Hey! Today DnT exams was fine, only one page i was totally clue-less. Ended paper at 9am. Afiqah accompany me to whitesands, wanted to pierce helix. But end up, the shop is closed or maybe few minutes brb? But i was rushing for time! So just went home, a fast decision of clothes. and prepare like a fast. And it was like 10am plus! Walked to nearby cc, police station meet tammy. Do her ic stuffs, her dad fetch us to whitesands to meet dion.

Well, was supposed to reach orchard central by 12. And when it's alrdy 12.15 or nearby that timing when we reached whitesands. Got no choice, cabbed there. Reasonable price for 3people! Tammy went to her mum's salon for her rebonding. While me and dion went to cine to have our lunch, was super hungry. Had pasta mania, was chitchatting. Walked the whole cine, and then decided to go forever21 to find the headband. But sadly, it couldn't be found there. Went back cine, tried the fries of ' best fries forever' . Wow, macho cheese it's damn nice. Tammy came over to find us, and we realise it was raining.. when our next plan is to hajilane.

So walked to far east , shopped. well, got noting to buy, actually have la, the tribal top! But when tried it on, it doesn't look good and it's dam hot in the inside:( Joyce came around 4+. I finally found dreamcatcher, but i didn't plan to buy it. Sucha waste of money, wait till one day i really alotalot $$$ first. Cabbed to hajilane , shopping. Was supposed to buy the leopard flatform with dion. But end up we both didn't! Haha, don't have my size. Screwedup, bought one leather high-waist black shorts! I bought it online too, but i bought different colours! So thought of getting black too. I don't really suit UK6, it's kinda lose:(

Chilled at a ice-cream shop, camwhored, talks. Not enough of shopping, so walked over to bugis street. Bought couple tribal top with tammy! Ok, for the whole-day. I was looking for tribal(s) , and when i saw it. I was making a bigfuss about it. I think i'm really in love with tribal, i'm serious. Found dreamcatcher! And the small was 12bux while the larger one ( bigger alot ) cost 14bux . 2dollars, make so much difference. Rather the big one right! So thought theres somemore dreamcatcher at level2. So went up and kept shopping~ Joyce went off around 7+ i think  . Carry on our shopping still. Saw my dearest baby maeve there! Ok, then had our dinner at macdonals! Mrted back , around 9, reached home!


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This is freaking true.

-> Formal post on 14oct.

You just fucking love her , and i got no rights to stop that feelings. I get it buddy, i get. All you want is her.

I go crazy when you hang with her. My j-e-a-l-o-u-s feeling keep coming out non-stop. But i gotta act noting happened, act like i don't care. Why am i torturing myself, i should just forget you and move on. Stupid me. But whenever i was bout to, i kept looking back. What meant to be, will be. I understand the game of love alrdy. It's all just so selfish. Forget or carry on loving you. I don't know, just wait. I'll decide it sooner or later.


 9October 2011
Early morning, went to vivo with family to get my roxy swimsuit. Then head to marina bay sands clubroom hotel since daddy is a member or marinabaysands. We get bigger rooms! Went swimming , but this time. It's more boring than that time. It's getting lame.. i starting to hate swimming alrdy. Whatever, but i still did! Haha.Had our lunch/dinner at mbs too. And that's how we spent our day. P/S: Never overnight as got exams the next day!

10October 2011.
School starts late, and gotta report school by 9.30.Wow, if only my daily schooltiming is this. I'll love school more than how i love him, for sure. I was shocked when i came in the class. My babygirls suddenly all ran towards me and tickle me. But i like! Cause they seems happy when they see me! HAHA.Had like... 30minutes Mothertongue lc and head home? It's like 30minutes only ok , like hello?! Went home and had a nap. When i woke up, i got full leg/arm tattoo-ed by my brother with his blue marker! He just insulted my darling hellokitty, he draw it so ugly!! My leg is full of the word pig. Fuck yea! And my face has blue-moles.. woke up the same time as my mum. Since we both always need afternoon nap! Had lunch then study maths.Was playing with my brother ok, we crashed some tiny paper. And try scoring it in each other mouth! He scored... i didn't :(

11October 2011 (today)
Maths paper1 today, i was so confident! But i realise i didn't bring the materials. Haha, so ran down & buy. Phew, ytd asked brother one question of maths. And it came out today, like a phew only. Hard time walking to whitesands, my shoes was... all wet. And i was drenched. Had kfc breakfast with maegan. Was bout to eat finish already, then nadiah and rest came over! But they came to say hi only! Then after that, went home since we are drenched.


I know, i'm planning it to fast. But who cares! I think imma gonna dye reddish brown with dion & shan! Cause i was wondering should i dye red or brown. And dion told me to dye reddish brown. And it's not bad, it's nice you know! So decided, reddish brown!

I'm giving up you. Which is , us.
I think it's the only choice to. Yup;)

His the one i need the most. But she's the one he needed the most. And i will never be her :')

Hi sulist, Like the necklace i gave you today? The ring is craved with my name. And mine was craved with your name. I'm gonna wear it or either put it in my wallet. Alright? I'll try my best not to lost it, you know me well. I always lost things:( It's like..10years just pass like that. When i was young, i remember you piggyback me to school. I cried, cause i don't wanna go school, i tell a thousand lies just to go home . You know i was lying yet still bring me back home,holding hands together.

I'm really sorry for treating you rudely sometimes, you have helped us hide thousands of secrets from mummy&daddy.I guess you already read the card we all gave you? There was like 20+ pictures for you to keep! Don't ever lost one okay? We got your address, maybe our next holiday trip will be visiting you, your son and your family. Rushed out of school when it's 11, quickly went to airport. And mange to spent alittle time with you before you go off. I wore the necklace for you, sweet ? Before that, after knowing you left few days in singapore, i cried while studying, i thought i won't be crying today. But i still did, after seeing you walking further away from me. Sigh, why go home ? I'm the shortest in the house now.

 Come back please. Take it as i beg you, ok? But yeah, you have a son and family to spent time with. 10years with us is already more than enough, like what we said on the book, ' no blood ties but like one family' . Remember that okay? Don't ever forget about us. When i went home after that. Something is missing, and that's your nagging. When i'm in primaryschool, i gave you a monkeyshaped 3D pencil case. You used it till now, but you didn't bring babymonkey go with you. But i'm happy, at least i got something that it's linked to you. So right now, i chose a monkey3D shaped pencil case over a Hellokitty sanrio one. Yep, after what mum told me that i have to face the facts that you really need to go. Asking me to think for you, how will you be feeling, of course it's happy. You earned enough to get yourself a house already.

I thought i was fine for a moment already .. but when i was bathing. I saw your toothbrush again, burst into tears while bathing. Thinking where the hell are you. The feelings sucks when i saw you walking away from me, this doesn't hurts. The hurtful thing is, knowing you won't be back. I never thought that you would leave me, i never. But this time, it's really, you're leaving. Guess right now, i need to dig out the all my clothes without you helping. My iphone covers~ My camera stuffs~ My earrings~ My shorts~ My wallets~ and many more. You're free now aunty! You don't have to find things for me already! Yup, it's time for you to have a break too, spend more time with your son alright! He didn't see you for years already! He same age as me, i understand him. Couldn't be so selfish keeping you myself.

Takecare okay, i love you. At least i felt better after reading your message, you're safe already. I'm just right here at singapore, holding my phone, wishing you would text me soon. Yep, another thing. You used your hardworking money to buy me 5cans of my fav drink, and you said it's just for me.I miss your foods, your cute laughter, your massage , your talking, your nagging, the way we argue always. Thanks for being there for me whenever me & mum quarrel.

Lots of shits is happening to me right now, why isn't sulist here , having a heart2heart conv. Forget it, i'll just smile like noting happened. And live free. What about love? Complicated like shit. So all i have to do is, forget about him .

I wanna text you, no i don't. This is how confusing whenever i think about you. But i guess, even if i didn't text you for a year. You wouldn't even care nor sending one text saying hi? Haha. just putting my hopes high for noting. I learned my lesson, don't worry .Best friend for life :-)

Hi nigga , just joking. Hi peeps. What's up! Is your exam doing well or something? Or is it very WRONG. Cause mine is totally wrong. Sux yea, very little time to study.  I don't know why yesterday end up talking on the phone with dion! Heart to heart talk with her , gossip , shiok. We might be planning to open a chalet for our birthday, or maybe BBQ. Must come ok!! :-) Later nobody go, hellcrap embarrassed. Then on our actual nov birthdays, will be something else! Ended the call and had my dinner and everything. And then, around 10plus end up talking to her again! I think it's the first time we really talk to each other on phone? I know it's cool, i know. Haha.

And i'm here to remind only, my birthday is coming!! presents PREsents PRESENTS! I just want my babygirls to be here with me ;-) Can't wait for 14oct, i'm finally going town with tammy , dion & joyce!

Might be dying couple hair colour with my baby magdeline. *winks

I will never let any girl snatch him away from me.

Hi love. It's the third of October. I hate my formteacher, catching my everything already then behaving like so sweet. So am i supposed to like fall for it and smile, and thanking you for catching? I'm one of them who helps you to earn money, show some respect ok? Urgh, don't talk about this. Well, today i was much active than the usual days i behave in school. Shall thanks to my charlene, she made me super hyper during pe time. I was like looking myself through the reflections, then i saw a ball nearby me. I went to get it and start scoring like a basketball player. They came over to and snatch my balls:( Haha, taking photo with our funnyfaces. I was like dancing around, srsly! And charlene gonna be my halloween partner, loves. Still can't forget , she's the first girl i know for this class when i step in this school . After asking everyone first impression of me, it's all failed. Some even thought i retained, just because my ex-clique shouted my name! But they finally know i'm that cute. I was shag for alittle while after.. knowing i'm giving them such impression :( And then went over to whitesands with charlene & maegan. Me and charlene got cool topics to talk about! Hahaha. Homed after that.

My life. My choices. My problems. My mistakes. My lessons. Not your business. Mind your own problems before you talk about mine.

As you see, i totally change my blogskin right! The title of my blog, took me damn long to do! Well.. don't ask me how cause after knowing how, you will be shocked. I rather you asking these experts that really know the easy ' ways ' to do, i do it by my own ways! Kinda stupid.. but turn out nice right! Duh, juliana leh :-) Okok, on the 1st oct. I srsly don't know why i can just keep sleeping for longhours, and just kept feeling tired. Perhaps i've pig gems? haha. Tammy was at my house, helping her somehow do her blogskins! Because of that, it temps me changing my blogskins too. So.. i did? :) Evening, went to sambawang to attend daddy friend's child 1yr birthday party. Go there awhile only, then went back. Lucky i bring along my camera, if not i'll be hell bored like fk.The buffet there was super awesome, wow. I ate buffets for 2days alrdy! See the 2cuties? The blue polka dots came to us and called us jiejies when we don't know them and dk whose child was is. I don't know if there are blood sisters not, but they just kept hugging each other. Hold our hands walking around. That's super sweet and cute. Seriously. When we are going off, the white hellokitty top one ran to hug me! Omfg, i was like........ if only she have a handphone or something! Haha, ok. Exams around the corner, goodluck everyone! :-)