Hi sulist, Like the necklace i gave you today? The ring is craved with my name. And mine was craved with your name. I'm gonna wear it or either put it in my wallet. Alright? I'll try my best not to lost it, you know me well. I always lost things:( It's like..10years just pass like that. When i was young, i remember you piggyback me to school. I cried, cause i don't wanna go school, i tell a thousand lies just to go home . You know i was lying yet still bring me back home,holding hands together.

I'm really sorry for treating you rudely sometimes, you have helped us hide thousands of secrets from mummy&daddy.I guess you already read the card we all gave you? There was like 20+ pictures for you to keep! Don't ever lost one okay? We got your address, maybe our next holiday trip will be visiting you, your son and your family. Rushed out of school when it's 11, quickly went to airport. And mange to spent alittle time with you before you go off. I wore the necklace for you, sweet ? Before that, after knowing you left few days in singapore, i cried while studying, i thought i won't be crying today. But i still did, after seeing you walking further away from me. Sigh, why go home ? I'm the shortest in the house now.

 Come back please. Take it as i beg you, ok? But yeah, you have a son and family to spent time with. 10years with us is already more than enough, like what we said on the book, ' no blood ties but like one family' . Remember that okay? Don't ever forget about us. When i went home after that. Something is missing, and that's your nagging. When i'm in primaryschool, i gave you a monkeyshaped 3D pencil case. You used it till now, but you didn't bring babymonkey go with you. But i'm happy, at least i got something that it's linked to you. So right now, i chose a monkey3D shaped pencil case over a Hellokitty sanrio one. Yep, after what mum told me that i have to face the facts that you really need to go. Asking me to think for you, how will you be feeling, of course it's happy. You earned enough to get yourself a house already.

I thought i was fine for a moment already .. but when i was bathing. I saw your toothbrush again, burst into tears while bathing. Thinking where the hell are you. The feelings sucks when i saw you walking away from me, this doesn't hurts. The hurtful thing is, knowing you won't be back. I never thought that you would leave me, i never. But this time, it's really, you're leaving. Guess right now, i need to dig out the all my clothes without you helping. My iphone covers~ My camera stuffs~ My earrings~ My shorts~ My wallets~ and many more. You're free now aunty! You don't have to find things for me already! Yup, it's time for you to have a break too, spend more time with your son alright! He didn't see you for years already! He same age as me, i understand him. Couldn't be so selfish keeping you myself.

Takecare okay, i love you. At least i felt better after reading your message, you're safe already. I'm just right here at singapore, holding my phone, wishing you would text me soon. Yep, another thing. You used your hardworking money to buy me 5cans of my fav drink, and you said it's just for me.I miss your foods, your cute laughter, your massage , your talking, your nagging, the way we argue always. Thanks for being there for me whenever me & mum quarrel.

Lots of shits is happening to me right now, why isn't sulist here , having a heart2heart conv. Forget it, i'll just smile like noting happened. And live free. What about love? Complicated like shit. So all i have to do is, forget about him .